I'll probably go back and privatize a lot of this blog in the next few days.

And now, you can find me here. There's not much there now. But I plan to blog there regularly.

Tonight there was an ad in my mail that showed a picture of Demi Moore and it said, "She's 46!"

And I said, actually out loud, "She is not 46; she's only a couple years older...Oh, wait."

Applied for more jobs, sent resumes to employment & temp agencies. Started cleaning the garage yesterday and I have a load of things for the Goodwill, going today.

Today: more garage cleaning. Laundry. Puppy class tonight. Watch Blockbuster movies (at least 1, they are due tomorrow). Walk dogs. I'm doing so much but I feel lazy and unproductive.

Speaking of movies: Kate Winslet!

Also, I saw Frozen River the other day. It was good, Melissa Leo was great in it. Nicely shot--something about the frozen river itself was appealing to me. Definitely not a feel-good movie though.

I read almost my whole blog today. I used to write some pretty good stuff here. There were so many things I had forgotten about, big and small.

It was a busy weekend, but not a particularly interesting one. I played some tennis, ran around all day Saturday doing errands, played more tennis yesterday, and went to see The Wrestler.

Last night, I went to watch my friend's tennis match, and then we went downtown to pick up her son, whose Boy Scout troop was serving dinner at a homeless shelter. I met someone there (one of the moms of Boy Scouts) who went to my high school. That was interesting, but not really that interesting.

The Wrestler is just a brutal, devastating movie. Mickey Rourke is great in it. As you may have heard, or seen for yourself. It was very hard to watch. I also had a little problem in the theater and that was I hadn't eaten much and had played a couple of hours of high-energy tennis earlier in the day. I had been so busy that I just sort of forgot to make time for a meal. I'd had a couple of Soyjoy bars and thought they would be enough to hold me.

We (my friend Lisa & I) sat toward the middle of the row, and the theater was packed. Next to me, someone had already spilled someone else's drink and tempers were running a little high--also the movie itself was stressful. Anyway, about 45 minutes in, I started feeling a little funny. I have fainted a few times before (many years ago, not an eating disorder) and I started to feel like it might happen. My ears were ringing, my vision was all weird, and  I was in a cold sweat...fortunately, I was was already sitting down. I didn't think I would be able to get up, climb over everyone, and make it out of the theater. To compound the issue, that particular theater does not take credit or debit cards, and I didn't have any cash, so I wouldn't have been able to buy something to boost my blood sugar. So I just sat there. I don't think I actually fainted, though I might have, I didn't feel confused, which I have when I've fainted in the past. I knew right where I was.

Anyway, after about 15 minutes of feeling terrible, I started to feel better and got really cold (and stayed really cold). I got some food as soon as we left and everything is totally fine. I was pretty tired last night and a little weak, maybe, but all is well. I'm totally fine today.

When I left the theater, I said to Lisa, "It was a good movie, but I don't ever want to see it again." But now that I've had time to think about it, I might want to see it again sometime.

Tonight Cosmo has his first puppy class. It will be interesting. I think he's really smart, but has a really short attention span, even for a puppy. I've been working with him on "sit" and he gets it now, but he still sort of has to think about it before he does it. I can see the wheels turning as he struggles with it sometimes--he knows it means something, he knows he's supposed to do something...what is it?

He's a really cute puppy, though, and he has a great personality. He will be able to go to the dog park starting this weekend, and I'm excited, because as it is now, he wakes up every night at 2 or 3am and wants to play. I'm hoping the dog park will wear them both out so we can all sleep at night.